Wednesday, February 28, 2007
~ 4:37 PM ~
its getting hard to distinguish reality from dreams.
well, at least not when you dream of a thousand and one things at night and do almost nothing during daytime. and of course late night "movies" like CSI V and Las Vegas till 3.15am doesnt help at all. that type of feeling when you wake up and dont even know what has really happened last night. that type of deja vu feeling, like it has happened before; that vaguely familiar experience, flashes of the future.
dreaming of walking to school.
dreaming of being in spain.
dreaming of sitting on the beach shore.
dreaming of serenading on a boat to nowhere.
dreaming of reaching out to people.
dreaming of playing with my grandchildren.
a profusion of phantasmal illusions..all of which carries no meaning at all. clouded by hallucinations, fabricated dreams and evidence. clear my vision O Lord, help me focus on whats good, perfect and pleasing - Your will for me. now i understand why that hymn has been popping into my mind so very often..
Be Thou my vision, O Lord of my heart;
Naught be all else to me save that Thou art.
Thou my best thought by day or by night,
Waking or sleeping Thy presence my light.
dreaming of golden streets and stairways..
where at the end of it all..
i find You, my Lord and Saviour.
