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Tuesday, April 24, 2007
~ 9:14 PM ~
the most beautiful thing is life is to see a child smile and play.

where's that me i see in photos? where's that spirit of innocence in the people i watched grow alongside me? everyone grappling personal problems, unassisted and isolated.

life's been so monotonous of late and nothing seems to fit. mundane chores start piling up, and everything that you thought exciting starts to crumble right before your very eyes. moments of stupidity and foolishness, solace nowhere to be found. stress so prosaic in life, people getting more demanding. ironic how the people that you cherish starts to behave in ways you didnt think possible.

a corrupt generation..not like im any better. maybe for once is people understood that love isnt just about superficial appearances. nothing seems to be based upon the fundamentals of commitment anymore; everyone looking out for their own selfish needs. one gets to see the extremes in which people bring it to..

pressure from all directions, squeezing out each breath. nothing's left anymore but my faith. pride chipped apart, arrogance dented, independence shattered, condesendence corroded. lying broken and lonely on the workbench. thats who i am.

broken and spilled out.

facades of stability and exuberance covering everything of who i am. nothing's there except my faith, and trust. belief that everything is in accordance with a Master's plan. let me languish in Your abundant love and mercy, streams that flow with forgiveness and compassion. restore my spirit that i may sing once again when young. grant me rest and solitude in your dwelling, where there i may be still and soothe the raging storms and waves, in exaltation of Your wonderful Name. bestow upon me a heart of love that i may continue to love the peoples of this world, as much as i detest its ways. revive my faith, that even though the controversies of life continue to bombard me, i'll look towards You for healing and refuge. for Lord my life is in Your hands; whatever was to my profit, i consider loss for Your sake.

confer on me a spirit of teachability and adoration, that i may once again stand to proclaim Your miracles. i pray not for all this to stop, but just for me to weather through, that You shape me and mould me into the missionary im meant to be. Lord i love You, and that will never ever change. indeed i've long found the love of my life. and thats You.

broken and spilled out..unashamed for Your power's made perfect in my shortcomings.

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daryl chew
seventeen and counting
07021990
bpghs volleyball alumni
child of God
missionary in making
acts 20:22-24
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