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Tuesday, June 20, 2006
~ 7:58 PM ~
i've been feeling so happy these few days. just so happy. i cant stop smiling and laughing. it has all been yongling and sarah's happiness and joy rubbing off me. but yet somehow i cant stop feeling a sense of despair and hopelessness. especially after reading your entry. is it really true?

i know we all have our own individual problems. all so busy. all so tired. i know you are only one person, but so am i. as much as you want to change the culture, i want so too. if you are feeling so worn out, what about me? so long i have been trying. inject fun into our youths, create a desire to come to church everytime. but i feel so alone, coz though we all aspire to have the same goal, we may have different processes. and i feel like im walking alone. you have your group of friends to support you. where's mine? the burden is even heavier for me because and made a covenant with God, and even had a specific calling to it.

maybe i shouldnt say so much because the more i do, the more i make matters worse. NO one can truely understand how i feel..

how i just dislike it when i feel that people are always telling me that im too young to do anything. im supported by God, no doubt about that. but it would be nice just to have the support of my friends.

it all starts with prayer. are you ALL willing to walk the road with me?

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daryl chew
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