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Friday, June 16, 2006
~ 1:52 AM ~
i guess i better get used to sleeping earlier. been sleeping so late/early this few days, especially with school reopening so soon i best get rid of this habit. anywayz gonna play floorbll in 14 hours time!! guess if i can wake up, im gonna down to church earlier to get some work done.

pretty fed up with angelfire. i didnt know about this bandwidth theft, so i uploaded some songs and linked my blog to it. it worked for awhile, after which they banned my account. grr..so hard to find a proper hosting site. makes me wanna get my own personal website, just for all my songs. they are cramming up my computer - 1658 songs, 6.5gb.

had quite a good dinner today. yien came over today coz her dad needed to get something from my dad. stayed here about 3 hours. at first pretty hostile atmosphere, but it was ok later on. we played bridge for the whole 3 hours, with my sis and her bro. rather comical, explaining the game took about 10mins, and they were like just playing to win sets for themselves, so it was rather hard to figure our partners. that aside we had a fun time..playing bridge. lol. kinda made me realise how little we have to talk about, especially regarding church matters and stuff. in our committee meetings we can be talking for 4 hours and still not get the matter resolved, but face-to-face, there seems to be nothing much..

so many things to say, but yet i dont wanna offend or hurt other's feelings. i seriously feel sorry for my youth group right now. juz hoping that one day they will be able to share the same culture in wefc. all the fellowship, the fun..and the love for each other; something which is seriously lacking in our youths. i know it takes time but somehow God doesnt seem evident in all of this. it's just like we are relying on our on strengths to get stuff done, with all the spiritual warfare raging inside and we are so oblivious to it. and further more the problems of cliques, which makes them so inert to the other people. somehow i just feel scared to bring people to my church coz im juz worried the attitudes of our youths will turn them off, and thats something i dont wanna happen. weighing the differences, i do have responsibilites back in church, but if eddie is willing to go for service, i'll sacrifice them for him. better is one lost sheep found then 99 others.

maybe im just feeling so torn in between. hope that dinner with lucille and yuntian might clear some of my doubts and set me on the right path.

been focusing on something unreal and worthless. about time i focus on He who is real and worthy..

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